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Send an Army
Lauren Daigle’s lyrics to Rescue have been running through my mind for the past week. I have felt like I have needed rescuing. Rescuing from this pain that I have had for a couple of months. It has taken a lot out of me. I am not the me I want to be. I cringe in pain. I am distracted. I’m not fully present. I want to sleep a lot. The thing I want the most is to not have this pain anymore. I want to be rescued from this pain. Can you send me an army? God, I found your army. They are here with me. Again, in pain…
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Surrendering Control
The past few months have been a struggle for me personally. I have spent several moments with God in the waiting room or doctor’s office in the past few months. More than I have wanted to, but it has been necessary to try to track down what is happening with my body. I have been struggling with pelvic pain off and on for a few months now. Every doctor visit I have had I have spent time in prayer while waiting for the doctor to enter the room. And it has given me so much peace knowing that He is in the room with me every time I have to…